"And when God opens this next door, you're going to understand why the enemy fought you so hard." -Unknown
A few weeks ago, TobyMac's facebook page shared the above quote on one of their daily "Speak Life" posts, and it nearly knocked me to the ground. Do you ever feel like the devil is inside of you? Like he just entered your body and took over your mind and thoughts? That's what I was feeling on the day I received the above quote on my Facebook time line. There have been way too many times when I have felt like I'm constantly fighting the devil from something. It's easier than we think for us to allow him inside. Most of the time, for me, it happens without me even realizing it. Whenever it happens, I feel like a different person. Not myself at all. Angry and easily irritated. Talking about things that don't matter. But the biggest thing that the devil does to me, is what would hurt the most. Bringing up the past. It's not always my past mistakes either. Actually, it's rarely my past mistakes. This time, it was my past hurts. My past that I thought I had healed from and moved on from.
One of the toughest hurts in the world is a broken relationship. Now, when I say broken relationship, I know everyone automatically thinks of a romantic relationship. That's not the kind I'm speaking of right now. Any type of a relationship can become broken at any moment. We, as humans, have all different types of relationships in our lives. For example, I am a child of God. I am a wife. I am a step-mom. I am a daughter. I am a sister. I am a daughter-in-law. I am a sister-in-law. I am an aunt. I am a cousin. I am a co-worker. I am an employee. It seems like there is one I am missing..... oh yeah. I am a friend. While I know all of these things are true, when the devil gets in me, he makes me think that I don't live up to all of these wonderful titles.
I honestly believe that God puts certain people in our lives at the times that we need them. I also believe that God may have a plan for us to not always need them. I know because I have experienced it. Sadly, there are people who leave our lives for a reason. The last thing God wants us to do is run after them. Which brings me to another quote I came across on my Facebook time line.
"When God shows you it's time to let someone go and you refuse to, He will allow the person to hurt you to the point you have no choice but to let go." -Unknown
Which is exactly what happened to me. Which is exactly what the devil kept reminding me of over and over again the past few weeks. I have a few friendships that have ended horribly. One of them was a childhood friendship. The other.... the other one was the greatest friendship I ever had with someone other than my husband or my Mom. She was more like my sister than my best friend. There wasn't anything she didn't know about me. I don't want to dwell too deep into it, mainly because it still hurts to even think about it. My point I want to make with this is, there was a reason that God didn't want these friendships to continue for me. I may not know why, but I know that it was in His will for my life.
So... as I'm in the middle of the devil's scheming, I hear a song. I was on my way to work one morning and I heard a song I hadn't heard in a while. It was by Zach Williams and it's called "Under My Feet". Here are some of the lyrics.
"You might not recognize me now.
Those chains that once surrounded me are layin on the ground.
You can't keep digging up my past.
You may have had a laugh or two but you won't get the last.
You might not recognize me now.
If you want scars I'll show you scars.
All the wounds upon the hands of light that pierced in the dark.
If I were you I'd be afraid.
'Cause everything you meant for guilt the cross has met with grace.
Maybe I was blind but now I see, maybe I was bound but now I'm free,
Maybe you need remindin' you're under my feet.
Maybe you're a lie that I don't need, maybe you should listen when I speak,
Maybe you need remindin' you're under my feet.
I think it's time you meet my maker, I think it's time you meet my maker.
I think it's time that you remember, I think it's time that you remember.
And maybe this is where we say farewell, maybe you should get on back to hell,
Maybe you need remindin' you're under my feet."
As I was driving and singing this song with tears in my eyes, I suddenly realized what had happened. He had done it again. Satan, I mean. He knows exactly how to get us. That's why he is our number one enemy. He is our bad blood. The good news is, there is a blood that covers all of our sins. So much so that we don't need that bad blood to flow through our veins any longer.
One of the most misinterpreted bible verses ever has to be Matthew 5:38 which says: "You have heard the law that says the punishment must match the injury; 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.'"
Now, if we leave it at that, it tells us that if someone wrongs you, then you repay it with a wrong to them. How many times have you heard someone say, "Well the bible says an eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth."? This is one of those things that bothers me and makes me think that people actually think it's what it means. Or that's what they want it to mean. However, when you read verse 39 you realize that's actually NOT what it says, or what it means. It goes on to say, "But I say, do not resist an evil person! If someone slaps you on the right cheek, offer the other cheek also." In other words, it doesn't do us any good to hurt someone who has hurt us. We simply turn the other cheek to them, and let it go. Easier said than done, I know. From personal experience, I know.
So, how exactly is that accomplished? One word. Forgiveness. Nelson Mandela said, "When a deep injury is done to us, we never heal until we forgive." We have to take the old saying to heart, What Would Jesus Do? I know that Jesus got mad. Jesus got hurt. Jesus was betrayed by people He thought were His friends. Jesus fought the Enemy. Correction. Jesus FIGHTS the Enemy on a daily basis. All we have to do is trust Him. Give Him your hurts. Your battles. No matter what you think you know, I can tell you this. My God will CRUSH Satan and keep him under your feet. At all times. Read that again for me. At ALL times.
"The God of Peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. May the grace of our Lord Jesus be with you." Romans 16:20
